Self Love

I saw my shadow in Stagnant water
Found my self old and fragile
Broken and shivering
A little surprised
It wasn't supposed to be me,
For I Was full of life
My laughter was my shine
Was able to catch the butterflies
And now no wish to survive
Waiting for death to arrive
Counting last few breaths
No Hopes to rejuvenate
Where did I lose my smile?
Why did It happen to me?
May be cuz I forgot my self
Self love that I never fell for
My existence matters no more
A reminder to me
That life is very long
I have to crusade
Untill I die.

@Maya